Friday, November 23, 2012

COCK-LUST MASTURBATOION, DEEP INTO MY PENIS!


MEN, MASTURBATE YOUR PENIS

ITS ALL ABOUT COCK, MY COCK
The days i became more and more addicted to masturbation, the more and more i as a straight man empathize with Gay and Bisexual men.. its centers around Penis.
Penis, a tool to please and feel pleasure from my heterosexual desires for a horny woman
Cock, .. my penis erect, throbbing, the essense and physical form of my sensuality, my manifestion of my limbido, .. it is the same of all men, men and their penis drives all us as it drives us...
watching mainstream striaght hetero porn, i realized what made me aroused and anticipate a visually erotic, very stimulating to observe sexual energy of my favorite porn starlette undertake pleasing the numerous studs while getting pleasure of being penetrated by Erect Cocks she knows she inspires and drives the men's passionate lustful fucking. 
but NOT until i see her interact and arouse her partner/s to fully rigid erections
that unwittjngly made me empathize, and desire to be just as aroused as the male porn actor is..
as he is hard, i am aroused ..body memory, experiences remembering .every moment being boned erect.. the lustful joy & pleasurable feeling of being sexual aroused, horny, eager to embrace sensations of sexual pleasure from my Fully Rigid Erect Penis when caressed, stroked, massaged, BE MASTURBATED.. no matter the source, or person, woman, etc.. absent of penis stimulation being erect promotes, desires, yearns, driving us to seek efficiently and quickly to feed the inner beast within us from our penis..penis being Cock, Our Cocks is a wonderful presence, it drives our goals and influences our social protocols, innocence of youth confused our primal desires and sensual wants springing forth from our burning loins, our penises, as our wants, and objectively we seek to acquire a deeper, expansive solution, a larger gift, complex fix for our frustrations of impatience of delays to indulge and be immersed in satisfaction... if attaining a girlfriend or acceptable choices available in reality, the near instinctive action of masturbation is feeding, nurturing, building more, wanting more pleasure...
I AM COCK, COCK IS ME
Men erect, boned, throbbing hard... i envy him, and desire to just as well be as they are, aroused and pleasured.. my penis COCK hard, ERECT, rigid pulsing throbs twitching instrictive contractions of the kegal muscles .. memories of ecstasy, pleasured bliss of orgasm, the sensitive waves of pleasure feeling in my Cock ejaculation sending globs of cum through my piss hole, my shaft.. out my engorged swollen cockhead ropes that gave me a visual form of the substance i every inch moved through my Penis, my Cock.. other visual imagery of men's FULLY ERECT RIGID PENIS in the unreversable once triggered biomechanics of phallic pleasures flooding our brain and thoughts intense sexual pleasures so overwhelming, so overbearing and dominate, thoughts of cognitve observation, and reflective thinking is futile and soon lost in the milliseconds to the pulsing sensual pleasures of kegal muacle contractions of ORGASMIC EJACULATION..
my own penis awakened by willful cognative rememories of pleasure emitting from my aroused erect penis ... become COCK, and i submitting and merge with COCK, being COCK, as my body awashes in waves of sensual pleasures from my Penis, i gaze at my penis, in awe, astonished amazed, unable to throughly fathom from my penis, erect, throbbing, veiny, swollen, aching a pain that isn't flagged as undesireable, unwanted and avoided, addressed and solved.. but a sensual good aches, prompting moans and grunts and uttered tones amplifying my pleasure ... 
My Cock erect... images of it in times past erect trigger desires to indulge anew and impatiently.. feeling sensual sexual penis pleasure as my penis subtle consistant clear desires made manifest and i answer, respond to meet and feed the lustful desires of my COCK as more clearly defines my primal core sensuality and source of my male sexual manhood and driving desires...
beyond reproduction, beyond mating companion relations, beyond my wishes to give pleasure to a partner, or lover, wife... 
COCK. my sexuality, my sensual inner programming and influence driving my desires, desires cluttered with misguided ideas i pondered or thooght i desired... 
i desired, wanted, wish, drive myself, indulge and immerse myself, mind, body, spirit..  
to My Penis, 1st to Be aroused, freely 24/7 anywhere is the long term driver.. which leads to being Erect.. the manifestion of me being aroused..Visually beholding with my own eyes, my throbbing rigid erect penis arouses me viciously, aggresively as if finally being erect wasnt fast enough..burning lust wildly triggers opposing objections (its so wrong, dirty, wicked to have such sexual lustful burning horniness, lust.. "cocklust" desires and beastly primal animalistic passion devoid of logic, rational deductive reasoning, prudense, civilized manners... crazed, insane, made mad in bodily sensations saturating your mind, feeling unmeasurable waves of real true pleasure, sexual penis pleasures in, of, from the Penis, the Cock we possess.. or it seems possesses us...) futile and forgotten as i feel as i see my penis as COCK... my cock, majestic and beautiful poetry of design in nature, shaft, mushroom head, its skin unique and different from rest of my skin in terms of sensations to touch... internal pleasurable sensations pulse inside outward like a generator of bliss send waves like a beacon of the JOY OF COCK, & rewards of devotion, focus, obedience to COCK's Desires.. is to grant physical, mental focus, and teeth gritting intense frenzied passionate touches, caresses, masturbatory stroking, and  massages...
My Cock aroused triggers Extreme Cock Lust Frenzied Passion and Desire to Masturbate the penis..
Masturbate my penis..
worship the Penis god between my legs in Masturbation..
MY DEVOTION AND TRUE SELF
when i am in a neutral state of mind.. accidental exposure to pornographic material, video of copulation, fellatio, of a male pornstar's erect penis triggers my Cock's arousal 1st in empathy to intimately daily know the joy of being erect perpetually.. 2nd envy and admiration the aroused erect penis is providing him that moment.. the joy being erect, pleasures enjoyed when the penis is devoted with full unadulted focused "selfish" attention all cocks demand.. thoughts meditated gazing at another man's erect penis in media becomes beautiful, attractive, handsome, deserving ideas to step up, and congratulate him for a magnificant penis, and a helpful desire to offer a quick demonstration of technique to wish upon him a blessing of selfless giving to befriend him, inviting to bond in penis by letting him feel through my touch, my passion, my oneness in cock, a taste of my devotion my cock enjoys.. to gauge my level, and maybe inspire to higher planes of cock lust passions & devotion...women's sexual lust manifested in body language arouses me to no end as usual... 

In Company of exposed Erect Cocks or observed in media
ie Gay Porn (see the soul of homosexaulity, is desire of COCK, 
its all about cock, to self cock pleasures are strengthened and birthed being a major factor in another man's cock's arousal and orgasmic ejaculation....)

Cock, 
i am sexually a tuned to Cock universal.. 
but more so if the other cock looks so much like mine..  man's desires are like mine.. 
lubed oily or greased lubed masturbated COCKS fuels my lust
EMBRACE YOUR TRUE SELF, THINE MANHOOD
COCKS of reknown chronic addicted masturbating solo sexuals burns me so horny to commune and feel a belonging.. my brothers, fraternity, not alone, and anticipate desires to share in person our daily true nature and practice making us arousingly unique... Masturbator's Cocks in COCKRINGS .. predominately used by sexual hyperactive Gay men and iconic symbolizing badge or token ornament accessory it rings aligns the lustful lewdness to promiscuous causal gay sex.. 
its sex-pig raw raunchiness.. 
i wear it because its cock gear, and gay, bi, straight, or fetish bu women... I EMBRACED MY LUST IN COCK, i am COCK, desires to be perpetually erect, phallus erectus maximus.. aroused and edged .. masturbated, desires to be open, naked waist down to fondle and maintain being aroused
i am really pondering joining this Tantric Penis Monastery, and be a Penis monk, 100% eat, sleep, chores of household commune work NAKED devoting all to Penis, of mankind .. my penis, my cock, my worship, mind, ideals, work, toward My Penis & Pleasures it brings and ultimately to COCK universal.. evangelizing, cocklust focused mindset apologetics to answer retorts and naysayers against us... 



The Church Of Cock Liturgy:

Our Fathers should lead us in prayer as we the brethren recite the response

* We cry to You Lord Priapus Lord of COCK ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who Hunger in pleasure in Cock ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For the Thickness and strength of all cocks ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who desire the taste your Cocks juices... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those whose desire to abuse their penis ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock 


* For those who wish to chant in your name Penis! ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who are stroking alone ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who are masturbating on cam ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* That we may love and care for the precum, piss and cum ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* That the pleasure of edging fills our very being ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who are addicted to pleasures in Cock ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

 
 
 
 
* For all who masturbate deep in their Penis... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who seek hours of edging blissed time ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who have power to cum and cum again ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For the relief of the mighty eruption ... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* LORD COCK enter my cock... Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* LORD COCK drain my balls... Hail Cock, Lord Cock


The Congregations continue to chant the response until they achieve oneness by orgasm
  


Hail Cock, Lord Cock

* For those who have cum and joined you in heavenly orgasm ... Hail Cock, Lord


Cock

HAIL PRIAPUS

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Solosexual: My Early Bate Videos Revisited, Vol. 2

Solosexual: My Early Bate Videos Revisited, Vol. 2: Here's a couple more videos from a few years ago.  Watching these makes me kind of jealous of my younger self.  The masturbator in these vid...


this brother, i goon with him and edge to bate bliss deep in cocklust