Saturday, September 25, 2010

Skirting with Danger in Pursuit of Rx Enhanced GooningBliss

i have entertianed the desire to use levitra (Vardenafil) while already sensual reading and trolling connected male onaniaism ...podcasturbation by richard levell of onania.org ; 'PENIS FIXATION"
play ..
but while utilizing the perversed lust i experience when i partake in "meth"
then i'm on meth, i become 'possessed' ..obsessed in all subjects, video, audio, literature, all of it on masturbation..add levitra ..(even on meth ..i'm @ 45% success to acquire an erect purple cock..) to maintain an erection after possible numerous ejaculations..edge fails..or simple desire to indulge to bate to almost jizzless ejacualtions..the pleasures..even edging..

in not so distant path, i once was in bliss bating after smoking some meth..a fellow tweek perv bater @ a higher user level sat and bated with me on porn relating to my research of bating..andmy love for bating..he too shared it, and we bated..he was gettng hard, then go soft..but his lust didnt hinder him..but hewanted to see if while i edged and neared..after several times..he allow me to hit me up..(intraveinously) i'm aneedle phobe..but he said many who have tried once and some tiems afterwards a good shot induced spontaneous orgasms..let say he was right..
i stood looking away (intrigued to findout my cock was feeling soo swoll it ached to be stroked as he with a new suringe hit me a 'good shot' i raised my arm after he hit me..then,...

i heard sounds increase i couldnt hear before, my skin tingled while lights shined with rainbow prisms ..then from head to toes a flush of hot 'warmth' dropped and i felt my knees get weak, i sat down ..
hesaid excited : "you feel it? ..look look! at your cock!"
as i looked i felt it shutter me..i gripped the back of my thighs feet tense my toes contorted
i mouth gaped and contorted as i let out a odd diaphramic "ahhhhhhhhhh" i shot hard ropes and spraying mini drops everywhere..my bud naked danced a jig laughing and clapping.. as i continueously jerked balanced on my buttocks as my chest, face, arms, legs were rained with light drops of cum i can see my cock twitching in every direction aiming left or right depending on my leaning as i was lost in the throbs, ejaculation contractions..confused by the white noise sounds i was hearing..from fan motors etc..my low voiced howl of an 'ah'..and the rush of the meth..warming my body..flushing red..my cock was red-purple dark with glazes of thin cum greasey like with globs of stick cum on my headglan, shaft..tip of myballs and pubs..
before that..i was using enzyte male herbal enhancer almost an hour before smoking some..(smoking it makes me tweek on perving porn of cocks..perving..as in beyond normal chronic bating lust for your own cock, and fellow bating cocks..)
so i wanted to tweek to perv my lust more toward all in solitude freedom to bate (2 days)
1st: take does of Levitra..
2nd proceed normal bate fuel gathering
3rd smoke a little..after getting erect and edge a bit..
4th either do a 'bump' and let the rush try and bust my nut spontaneously
5th resume lavitra enhanced erection (combating post ejaculation 'relax period' preventing immediate fllow up ejaculation & the almost certain erectile dysfunction side effect of meth) and train for personal marathons of bating ..
6th engage lust play of sounding or uses of penisplugablaze.com masturbation sound toys, e-stiming wands, for glans, etc..
7th between edges.. dance around and goon with the penis shaking it, swinging it handsfree..stroking..
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i have done this before,..
but not with Vardenafil i researched from users of these vs viagra and cialis..this one works best amoung tweeker perved baters and whoremongers
i havent fully done as above.. it would go off and on during my 2 day off solitude time alone in my apt(no roomies etc) ...mostly i stop stimulating while my flaccid penis does its thing for an hour or few minutes before i can play again with a semi to reg hard cock..