another masturbator learned tips for bate-blissed edging

another masturbator learns to edge:


Several years ago I learned that by getting extremely close to the threshold of ejaculatory inevitability, then relaxing my sex organ muscles and halting all stimulation, then getting "close" again repeatedly, I would achieve a continuous plateau stage with frequent emissions orgasms without ejaculating. The resultant intensity of pleasure is possibly one half that felt in a full ejaculatory orgasm but potentially unending. Furthermore, the associated sexual organs exercise, and the learned ability to better control those organs mentally, has greatly increased the scope and depth my sexual pleasure. It is my opinion that I have learned to enhance and maintain indefinitely the physical events and associated pleasure of an absolutely imminent ejaculatory orgasm. Feelings of pleasure are augmented by intense loin vasocongestion and readiness, and sexual organ fluid fullness and pressure. The following discussion attempts to teach men how to achieve this continuous orgasm, and to explain the physiological basis of this phenomenon.


My discovery of the continuous orgasm was accidental, but recounting the event may help others separate their emissions orgasm and ejaculatory experiences. The first time I experienced the potential of this technique I was masturbating while stoned on pot. Stimulation to my penis felt somewhat dulled. I got very close to cumming but sensed that my orgasm was going to be weak; so I stopped all stimulation, knowing that I could build up to a better orgasm. When I was able to resume penile stimulation I noticed the pleasure of touching my penis was greater...so I came close to cumming again and again...and it felt better and better. Possibly five "close calls" later, my prostate had swollen and my seminal vesicles hardened and discharged but no semen flowed into my urethra.
I continued to broaden the threshold between my orgasm emissions phase and the ejaculatory reflex response. Orgasm pleasure emanated from my testes, which were swollen and drawn under the tissue aside my penis. Possibly thirty minutes into this routine my loin muscles began to ache, so I proceeded to the most intensely pleasurable orgasm and high quantity ejaculation I had ever had. Long afterward my sexual organs continued to radiate an enjoyable ache. I had given these muscles a hearty exercising! I eagerly anticipated my next masturbation session, with delay dictated by my need to reload with semen.
I rarely achieved intense orgasm feelings without eliciting a few spasmodic pumping throbs and ejaculating small amounts of seminal fluid. With practice one can learn to enjoy orgasms without ejaculation. Practice results in discoveries of higher degrees of sexual pleasure and sensations, so it is easy to exercise!
At this point I would like to discuss the physiology of the male ejaculatory orgasm. Reference books describe the event in stages involving sexual organ vasocongestion, rising to the plateau stage, then the orgasm which consists of internal sexual organ emissions and the ejaculation reflex response. Events beyond the plateau phase can be broken into many additional stages. My first orgasm pleasure sensations come from my testes, which draw up into my body. When men first sense the arrival of an orgasm, those feelings emanate from the epididymis and the spermatic cords which contract and spasm to move sperm up the ductus (vas) deferns into the ampullary gland or ampulla. The ampulla filling with sperm accentuates sexual stimulation pleasure. Continued penile stimulation soon triggers a hardening of the seminal vesicles which also discharge fluid. The sperm and seminal fluid in the ampulla then flows into the ejaculatory ducts. Sufficient pressure quickly builds in the ejaculatory ducts to trigger a hardening of the prostate, which discharges directly into the urethra. Ejaculation is inevitable once the prostate hardens. Finally, the valves at the ends of the ejaculatory ducts open and the urethral bulb is quickly filled, triggering the ejaculation reflex. Semen discharged from the penis comes in a distinct sequence of partially mixed emissions: 1. prostatic fluid (10%); 2. sperm (2%) and ampullary gland fluid (6%); 3. seminal fluid (70%) and again; 4. prostatic fluid (12%).
Note that there are valves at the ends of the ejaculatory ducts and that fluids pressure triggers the ejaculation reflex. I evidently orgasm and discharge sperm, ampullary gland, and seminal vesicle fluid into the ejaculatory ducts without triggering ejaculation or the opening those valves. I have trained myself to lock the ejaculatory duct valves closed during these emissions. The key is WHEN YOU GET VERY CLOSE TO EJACULATORY INEVITABILITY COMPLETELY RELAX ALL SEXUAL ORGAN MUSCLES, AND CEASE STIMULATION TO THE PENIS. The best way to portray this relaxation is to visualize the feeling you create trying to initiate urination. Urinary tract muscle relaxation locks the ejaculatory ducts valves closed, even as the seminal vesicles proceed to harden and discharge. Ampullary gland fluid, sperm and seminal fluid pressure builds behind the duct valves. Stopping stimulation to the penis and relaxation halts the emissions pressure driven progression to the hardening of the prostate and the ejaculatory reflex. Sexual organ muscle contractions, and seminal fluid movement and pressure produce the feelings of an orgasm, and give rise to greatly heightened penis stimulation pleasure. Getting "close" to the point of seminal vesicle hardening and emissions orgasm at least ten times, involving roughly fifteen minutes of pre-ejaculatory pleasure results in the state of continuous orgasm.
With experience and exercise, I have raised the pressure (and pleasure) level required to trigger the ejaculation reflex response. I sense exactly how much more pressure can build before crossing the threshold to ejaculatory inevitability. My emissions orgasms are stronger and ultimately continuous without triggering ejaculation. My seminal vesicles harden right after I have nearly cum; hence they are almost constantly hard and discharging. My prostate swells without hardening, currently to about just half as large as during a full ejaculatory orgasm. Emissions increase the amount of fluid held in the ampulla and ejaculatory ducts, with an associated increase in pleasure and passion of sexual readiness.
The presence of sperm, ampullary gland, and seminal fluid in my ejaculatory ducts is evidenced by sensations I can produce after nearly cumming. Shortly after ceasing stimulation I can contract my bulbospongiosus muscle and thereby press on my prostate and feel the fluids being pushed back up into the ampulla and seminal vesicles. This feeling of fluid movement and fullness is very pleasurable. I can stop masturbating, and hours (days) later still feel the semen in my loins eager for release. My testes also feel full and are slightly sensitive to jostling.
Notice my descriptions of the physical changes to internal sexual organs that occur during an orgasm and ejaculation. By placing a middle finger into your rectum the hardening of the seminal vesicles, ampullary gland, and prostate can be palpitated digitally. Softly massaging the prostate and ampulla when they are gorged from orgasmic filling is pleasurable. The ampullary gland is felt during an ejaculatory orgasm as a hard triangular organ, point facing downward, that lies just above the prostate.
Five additional observations: 1. It seems that enhanced and prolonged orgasms elicit increased semen production. I easily cum twice daily, and after just 48 hours of abstinence fluids build up to a sense of fullness that demands release. That sense of fullness comes from my testes and seminal vesicles; 2. I can generate a strong feeling of sexual excitement mentally at will. I am able to elicit a feeling of sexual rush at will by mentally inducing contractions in my epididymis and spermatic cord causing sperm movement up my ductus (vas) deferens. The sperm rising to fill my ampullary gland raises my level of sexual excitement. My scrotum and spermatic cords move my testes around when I generate these pleasure sensations; 3. I can maintain emissions orgasms without stimulation to my penis. Once a high degree of fluid pressure has accumulated behind the ejaculatory ducts valves, I can mentally induce contractions in my epididymis and spermatic cords thereby generate sexual stimulation. This stimulation maintains my continuous orgasm, and can trigger the ejaculatory reflex; 4. I tie a cord around my testes, just barely tight enough to prevent their retraction up into my body. The scrotum muscles contract around and put a pleasurable pressure on the testes. The orgasmic feelings emanating from my ductus (vas) deferns is greatly enhanced when my testes are held down in the scrotum. Finally, I can produce sexual pleasure similar to light penile stimulation by gently rocking my testes slightly from side to side; 5. Finally, the ability to enjoy orgasms while delaying ejaculation may enhance a sexual relationship. I am in no hurry, my partner is excited by my level of readiness and periodic dry penile throbs. I am satisfied and in no hurry, and can concentrate on giving pleasure.


PRACTICE GUIDE TO THE CONTINUOUS MALE ORGASM


Learn to maintain indefinitely the physiological events and associated pleasure of the emissions phase of an absolutely imminent ejaculatory orgasm! Practice at least half an hour, once a day, for probably two months and you will likely gain the ability to enjoy an endless orgasm! Put on your favorite porno and follow this step-by-step practice guide:


I. "STOP AND GO" MASTURBATING
When you begin to feel an orgasm approach cease all penile stimulation. Let your level of excitement drop slightly, then approach another orgasm. Repeat this "stop and go" approach to an orgasm at least ten times. Notice that stimulation to your penis feels better and better. On the tenth orgasm approach bear down hard with your bulbospongiosus (piss stopper) muscle but slow down your stroking as you reach the point of no return. The reduced stimulation to the penis permits the pleasure of sexual organ emissions drive you to the full ejaculatory orgasm. Notice the increased volume and intensity of your orgasm.
GOALS:
• Learn to resist the temptation of the orgasm; just as your penis feels really great to stroke...stop. You will discover that the avoidance of immediate pleasure will bring greater pleasure.
• Strengthen your sexual organ muscles.
• Increase your mental control over orgasms.
• Learn to measure the approach of your orgasm.
• Feel the emissions phase as separate from the ejaculatory phase of an orgasm.


II. RECTAL MONITOR
Practice the Stop and Go technique. When you are ready to orgasm lube up your middle finger and stick it up your butt! Feel around your prostate (walnut sized organ one to two inches past your anus) then put your finger all the way in, past the prostate. With your finger probing above the prostate proceed to an ejaculatory orgasm.
GOALS:
• Learn how good it feels to massage your prostate and ampullary gland.
• Feel how your internal sex organs harden during an ejaculatory orgasm. The ampullary gland is felt when hard as triangular just above the prostate. The seminal vesicles are the firm cords running down into the ampullary gland.


III. RELAXATION WHEN CLOSE:
Practice Stop and Go approaches to an orgasm, but try to get a little closer to the point of no return. When you get real close, stop stroking your penis and completely relax all sex muscles. Concentrate especially on relaxing your bulbospongiosus (piss stopper) muscle, by creating the feeling you produce when trying to start to take a piss. Let your level of excitement drop, but less so, before resuming the approach to another orgasm. Relax completely each time you are near an orgasm and stop sexual stimulation. Notice that relaxation helps to extinguish the feelings associated with an emissions orgasm.
GOALS:
• Learn to resist the lure of an ejaculatory orgasm that is now closer. You must relax just when your piss stopper muscle would naturally bear down, and stop stroking just when it feels really good.
• Learn to more quickly resume penile stimulation after stopping.
• Learn to get closer and closer to ejaculatory inevitability without passing that reflex threshold.


IV. CLOSE RELAX CLOSE RELAX SO CLOSE
Build up your level of sexual excitement first with at least five stop and go sessions, then try to get REAL CLOSE to an orgasm and RELAX all sex organ muscles. Get so close that you would have triggered an ejaculatory orgasm if you had not become fully relaxed. Your mission is continue to feel the orgasms approach for a few seconds even though you are not stimulating your penis. The lure to stroke yourself is very strong at this point but resist! With practice you will briefly enter the sex organs' emissions phase without ejaculating. Relaxing will suppress your ejaculatory reflex response and help keep semen retained behind the ejaculatory ducts valves. Semen pressure will build in the ampullary gland. A soft finger massage of the prostate and ampullary gland once they are gorged from emissions is pleasurable.
GOALS:
• Learn to resist the lure of an orgasm you have actually begun. The temptation to continue stroking yourself is very strong at this point.
• Practice this exercise until you enter the emissions phase fully relaxed. Your seminal vesicles will harden and discharge into your ampullary gland, but no fluid should leak into your urethra.
• Observe how much better penile stimulation feels when your loins are gorged with sperm, ampullary gland, and seminal fluids.
• Learn to vary penile stimulation by site, and by intensity.
• Expand your mental control over previously autonomic responses. You are increasing the number of brain cells you devote to sex.


V. SEMINAL VESICLES HARD FIVE-TEN TIMES
Build up sexual tension with several close "stop and go’s", then proceed to approach the threshold of the ejaculatory reflex. Be careful to cease stimulation and relax fully just as you begin to enter the emissions phase of your orgasm. Sometimes at this point your seminal vesicles will harden. Let your excitement wane, then come close to the point of no return again. Practice reaching the ejaculatory reflex threshold so that you harden your seminal vesicles at least five times. Semen will accumulate each time the seminal vesicles harden. Now contract your bulbospongiosus (piss stopper) muscle and feel semen push back up into the ampullary gland...FEELS GOOD! Notice the increased quantity of semen ejaculated when you finally cum.
GOALS:
• Build up semen pressure behind your ejaculatory ducts valves.
• Manipulate the fluid in your internal sexual organs.
• Learn to harden your seminal vesicle without causing ejaculatory contractions or leaking semen.


VI. RESIST THE ULTIMATE TEMPTATION
Gorge your internal sex organs with semen, reaching seminal vesicle hardening at least five times then stop...take out the trash or something. Be careful to protect your tender balls. Let your level of excitement drop completely, then resume the seminal vesicle hardening. Be very careful to build up your excitement slowly with a few stop and go’s before attempting a seminal vesicle hardening. Proceeding too fast can cause uncomfortable leakage of semen.
GOALS:
• Learn how much excitement is required before attempting a seminal vesicle hardening.
• Stop your masturbation session for at least two hours. You will be totally horny. Resist the lure! Try to spend one night with your sex organs gorged.
• Gain complete control of when you have an ejaculatory orgasm.


VII. SO CLOSE CONTINUOUSLY
Build up to five seminal vesicle hardenings, relax and fill your ejaculatory ducts, then contract your piss stopper muscle and push the semen up into your ampullary gland. Get as close to your ejaculatory orgasm as you can without crossing the reflex response threshold. Now practice close-relax-harden-contract, and again close-relax-harden-contract repeatedly, in rapid succession. Ultimately, you will enter a state of nearly continuous orgasm emission phases. Your swollen testes and throbbing spermatic cords will orgasm. Orgasm emission pleasures from your ampullary gland are amplified by the accumulating fluid and especially fluid pressure in your ejaculatory ducts. The rapid succession of emissions orgasms becomes a continuous orgasm without ejaculation.
GOALS:
• Learn to harden your seminal vesicles at will.
• Learn to harden your seminal vesicles in rapid succession.
• Practice staying very close to an ejaculatory orgasm, almost continuously feeling a hardening of your seminal vesicles.
• Hold your orgasm at the continuous emissions phase endlessly.
• Learn to maintain your emissions orgasm mentally; by concentrating on producing emissions, enough semen pressure can be generated to perpetuate those emissions...without penile stimulation!

3 days 3 Nights in PnP Greased Arousal Bate-Bliss [the lust continued]

GOONED PnP Priapan Microphallophilia Sorcery and BateBliss

THE DEVIL'S DICK - POTION OF SEXUAL AROUSAL TOWARD THE ERECT PENIS

AKA

PnP-METH

meth: dangerous, non-endorsed, nor recommended ..

its the Black Priapan PenisPriest Arts...

 the forbidden arts and magic..for  revealing homoerotica's facination, and admiration to worship cock, magickal alchemy and pharmacia

USE:

awakens' ones' true nature for the Inquisitng man and by his peers obsevation

his true calling in worshipping COCK,

tawakening and opens, revealing a man's true natue and lust

 as a solosexual or homosexual/mesosexual man

arousal and lust toward the present sexually aroused Erect Penis he encounters in other men

and or his arousal and lust toward his own ERECT COCK

it burns the fire in a man who posseses a chosen acceptance his sexual arousal

for man's given power and gift of 

godhead  his own Penis and to another man's aroused erect PENIS, the COCK.. 

Blessed is the cocklusted worshipping homosexual man lust he nurtured on his own

Blessed is the Hetero or Bisexual man's natural inner lust and adoration of his DICK

for it is his own earned pride, and badge of experience lived and witnessed

METH - the Devil's Dance

administered by a Priapus incarnate "friend" of the esquire of cocklust, the seeker of self priapan degrees 

to jump start one's true level of homoerotic and phallus devotion, worship

to the opening up gay man, his degree of philatrophic givings

to the masturbator, gay, straight, or bisexual his degree of self COCK LUST

this forbidden and unethical pharmacutical potion

bypasses one's own journey and growth in lust for the COCK as a chronic masturbator,

or as a sexually active gay man...

 a cheat to the formal and natural progress in gradual self discovery

in sexual arousal  for a man toward COCK

DANGER, PERIALS, RISK

and a perilous dance that can totally steer off the quest into the elixiar itself

abuse and focus to the Magicka

will cause calamity and the Curse of Priapus of old lore upon the part taking seeker

instead of a sex pig lust, 

he becomes a self-destructing drug addict 

chasing a the euphoric rewards,

hedonistic paradice, and sexual pleasures

that can be obtained by his own dicklusted worship of 

THE FULLY AROUSED RIDGID THROBBING ERECT COCK

we all as men enjoy.

THE VIDEO ABOVE:

awakened depth and fully released degree

and true form of my own

SEX-PIG COCK LUST

overwhelming flood of sexual phallic pleasures

and engulfing carnel lust and ecstastic batebliss

a momentary lapse of reason, lost,

STUPID SILLY GOONED

BATE-STATE BLISS

the forbidden arts, the black magick elixir ritual and rite of phallus erotica

 not only manifested my true priapan order of phallic lust, but awaken

in me an advanced degree of priapan chronic masturbation lust.
i say advanced,  because i felt a dizzy almost as if i had gone mad, insane
literally obssesive compulsive irrational LUST and carnal AROUSAL
for the bliss, pleasures and euphoria found in
MY COCK in Masturbation ...

that day, documented in imagines and soon coming video, of myself
(even i could not believe i was like that, almost embarassing enough to deny myself!)
cocklust of a sex-pig driven and lost, abandoned to my own penis' beauty and sexual atractiveness,
gooned like i never felt before,
into full sex crazed engaged, male masturbation.
i say it awakened and advanced degree of Phallic Worship LUST
within my chosen path of solosexual male masturbation.

i questioned my sexual arousal preference as hetero dominate as more male genital erotica,
[ie the erect penis] was sought, viewed, and studied, and used for sexual araousal
i for the oddest of reasons chose to use Priapan Forbidden Arts of Enchanted Phallic Aineo
to for one, further my own pleasures of bate-bliss, and two to reveal to me my true inner beast-lust
nature of either bate-bliss cocklust or budding, growning partner-based lust of gay sex
i confess arousal when i watch male erotica in masturbation that displays
to me a real passion in the bate-bliss of edging,
i pause in meditation my arousal to bate videos by an exhibitionist (who's lust is driven by exciting or arousing others who may be watching) ONLY IF they had by my own "taste"
a textbook beautiful fully erect cock, cockringed cock, peirced cock.
i am aroused by videos featuring cumshots, bater ejaculations, and edging
and of course my own sexual arousal of my FULLY RIDGID ERECT PENIS

boned by my lust, fueled by any of the above and better by my own cock

brothers in e-cummunion epenis epistoles

LUST. The very word, the way it looks on the page, the way it sounds, out loud, in one's mind. Beckoning, arousing. Of course, it can apply to many things: lust for gold, power, all manner of things. But for us, we know what it means.

SEXUAL LUST - Intense or unbridled sexual desire. We've gotten way beyond that - we're total Sex-Pigs!
LECHERY  -  Inordinate indulgance in sexual activity.  Yup. That's what The Brotherhood is all about  -  the more, the better. We've found the best pleasure on the planet: cock-lust. We are thoroughly addicted solosexual hedonists. Lascivious, self-indulgent carnal gluttons! We have lost our inhibitions and found the key to draining the cup of sexual lust to the dregs - naked, erect, masturbating, insane with supreme pleasure. I LOVE IT! HAIL, LORD COCK!

I love  to type about these things, these realities of Sex-Pigdom, while I indulge in utter, gross sensuality. It feeds my lust as I rise up with repeated pelvic thrusts, stroking my oozing beast of a cock, working my bulging, heavy mushroom head (the main reason I'm a Sex-Pig) with lewd sexual abandonment. It is life's greatest pleasure and I want all I can get of it. I'd like to mastrubate for at least six hours a day in two sessions. Some days I can, and I feel so fulfilled when I do, The next morning, I'm more ravenous than ever. Naked, erect, masturbating  -  LIFE. 
Master Sex-Pig in BateLust


For many guys, Masturbation is just a quick, 15, 20 minute physical
act to bring some pleasure and release some stress. The truth is that
Masturbation, when done chronically, obsessively, as the most
important thing in our lives, will leads us to experience true
happiness. We will become a more satisfied person. Guilt will melt
away and it will give way to Lust and extreme pleasure instead. Ourr
happiness will not depend on something or somebody outside our bodies.

When we practice Masturbation as a religion, dedicating our lives, not
to an absent god but to a God that is always with us, Lord Cock, life
takes on a different meaning. I encourage us to allow Masturbation to
control our lives. Become a true Masturbator. Creating our own rituals
of Masturbation or worship with others. Not be afraid to surrender all
control to God Cock. He will guide you to a paradise of pleasure that
you will never want to leave.

The answer to stress, depression and finding the purpose of life is
all in Masturbation.

NOW STROKE THAT FUCKING MEAT MISSILE...TICKLE THAT GLAN MUSHROOM
HEAD..LET IT FEEL THE BONE AND SINEW AND SKIN GREASED BUT GRIPPED SNUG
AROUND THE SHAFT AS IT SLIDES OVER THAT FLARING RIDGE OF THE GOD
HELMET..YEAH..THAT BLISS..SOMETIMES A SEMI EJACULATION OF DRIPPING
OOZING CUM GRIPS US AS WE STOP EDGING THE EDGE OF FULL INVOLUNTARY
SPASMS OF COCK IN EXSTACY OF EJACULATION..

GREASED AND STROKING IN MY CUM/PRECUM/ALBOLENE MIXTURE ON MY PALMS
STROKING JUST THE GLAN...

HEAVEN INDEED

Onan Kronos, brother in Priapan Onania, hail cock, hail our penis


 penis epistole p2

granted i presume aside from your
sex-pig hedonistic masturbatory lifestyle we both share like me i live
a second life.. one which i hide my true identity execpt a few i chose
to reveal it to that isnt a solosexualist as we are but i trust them
enough to be confidential and discreet and basically dont care about
it to judge me ..
and if my presumption is true about your current life as mine is.. i
assume it is an offer that cant happen.. for its one thing to be a
bator and deal with unknowing/not prepared to see the truth folk..
friends, family..etc.. causing us to turn off who we are for just a
moment to be who we  were before we discovered the truth of who we
are..WE ARE COCK, ..my cock in horniness like you is utilizing the
vessels of my hands to communicate with you our brotherness in lustful
fullfillment of masturbation..to sit alone, without thought to other
things but to avory and relish the burning excitement...that nervous
but focused determination and euphoria we as youth experience before
embarking on a event or path or activity we wanted to do, trained to
do..(be it a concert,play in the national championships etc)
anticipation of something great, and remembered, ingrained, with
muscle memory of repeatative practice which isnt really practise but
the act itself..i feel that burn as i drop my pants down.. crank up
the richard levell postcasturbation tapes "May i call you, a
masturbator?" - where its a "pants down" mock therapy for chronic
masturbation, in how to live with the "uncurable syndrome" (like you
his choice of negativeness from the world view of masturbation is
shameful..warns such talk of masturbation may cause arousal in chronic
masturbators) his podcast are delightful soothing and erotic like our
correspondance..
he tells me to "go ahead, pull your pants off, get eventhing
ready..lube, etc..warns us to be sure you have ample time with
disrractions..such audio kinda makes me comfortable, accepted.. and he
ask questions worthy of sounding like a behavioural therapitist..
except he also says he too is pants less and you hear his bates of a
well lubercated penis stroking..
also i turn on the ipod stereo deck..famous viral circulated penis
chants, and bate music with a steady 85 to 110 bpm beats of groaning
edging men as our selves in phallic pleasures of onania ( Onania
masturabtion named after Onan in book of Judges, masturbated and
spilled his seed than seed his deceased older brothers widow to give
him an heir in his steed, God killed him not for spilling seed or
masturbation, but disobeyed a direct revelation from God to give his
brother an heir..GOD knew he rather masturbate, and not interfere
..religion had it wrong..again)
i am a practioner and proponent of Onania. i am the heir of the family
of Onan. Onanianism is my human ethnicity.. it is my tribe..
the Greeks have Priapus.. a Satyr.. (ie horny as a goat!) half man
legs of a goat, but a penis of a man..
The emblem of his lustful nature was his permanent erection and his giant penis.
see? permanent erection!! HAIL PRIAPUS! BLESS ME WITH AN ERECTION
EVERLASTING TO CHRONICALLY MASTURBATE IN YOUR NAME, I EDGE TO MANIFEST
YOU, YOU MY ERECTION!!!

LOL

Onan,






Yes! Yes! All you wrirte is valid. Only a true and confirmed member of The Brotherhood could write as you have!
Only one who has soared on wings of lust, scaled the mountain peaks of phallic pleasure, become COCK, could speak as you have here.

As you say, most males make a quick affair of "getting off", never discovering their sexual essence. We have, and it is transcendent - the ultimate fulfillment.

Onan Kronos, I cannot find the words to adequately decribe the sheer ecstacy of the sublime pleasure I get once I'm completely enveloped in sexual Lust, lost in sensual self-gratification, masturbating like a deranged hog. The totality of the pleasure is so intense, so all-consuming, that my mind cannot process it rationally. It defies ordinary mental comprehension that anything, anything could be so fucking incredible. It is so wonderful that my mind cannot undertand how something so fabulous could be happening to me. I go into a state of supreme sexual lust incorporating mind, body and spirit as wholly phallic, in which I need to remain for hours a day. It is bliss past reason. As you say so rightly, a paradise of pleasure. Again it is transcendent, beyond ordinary human experience. I live for it, I am of The Brotherhood, an addicted masturbator, a major Sex-Pig.

As I've said, my ravenous sexual appetite wants six or more hours a day of being erect. Sadly, the most I usually get is three. I make do, but my insatiable phallic hunger is nearly always on my mind; I seeth with lust to be erect and masturbating, always calculating the next time slot when I can feed the voracious need. When I'm preparing for a session, getting out the grease, setting up, etc, I literally tremble in anticipation - I can bearly stand to wait to be legs spread, greased, rock-hard erect and oozing the juice of sexual lust, wallowing in the pig-trough of phallic sensuality. I just have to have it. 

You spoke much truth in your last penis-epistole. To amplify on your comments, the benefits we get are priceless: not only the very greatest pleasure anyone could possibly experience, but a true sense of self-fulfillment, self-confidence, relief from stress, freedom from depression, assurance of true inner happiness. I know that the happiness I feel helps me to work better in my relationships with other people. I feel "like a milliion bucks" after a long bate, culminating in orgasm. It is the ultimate "quality of life" activity, ultimate fulfillment.

The price we pay is the addictiion. The Sex-Pig's mind and entire being for that matter, is phallic, and his Lord Cock will never cease to demand worship. He is the Lord and giver of Lust and his gargantuan needs must be attended to. But what a privilege it is to do so! Hail, Lord Cock, King in our Garden Of Paradise! We Sex-Pigs revel in our service to you, snorting and bellowing with Lust in our sexual bliss! You have given us Nirvana through COCK!


I love the directives you gave in your final paragraph - one Sex-Pig to another, bidding the other to glory in his oneness with his COCK. I heed you, my brother - I am my usual gross-hog self, reeling with lust, snorting with hedonistic pleasure, working my thick-rimmed mushroom-headed god and lost in profoundly lewd masturbatorial carnal gluttony. I salute you in the sexual Lust in which I am so completely engrossed at this very moment. My erect,throbbing SELF salutes you with a deep, resonant, self-indulgent, smug sex-hog SNORT.

Mega Sex-Pig
LET US REMIND US OF OUR BEING MANIFESTED IN COCK BATE

ASSUME THE PHALLUS UP POSITION, HIPS ROTATED FORWARD TO THRUST UPWARD THE PENIS-COCK, THREES STROKES OF LUBED GREASEY ANOINTED COCK PER AFFIRMATION




 I believe in you, Divine COCK, symbol of glory. My life has meaning
since you taught me to worship you. You are the center of my body, of
my life, my sexuality, my spirituality. It is for you and about you
that the world is united.

I believe in You, beautiful Phallus, in your strength and your power,
in your ability to bring ecstasy, when being sucked, licked, suckled
or masturbated, all together. You offer me the stiffness, beauty, the
energy and your immaculate cum.

I believe in you, glorious cock. I can only pray to you, worship you,
adore you as God. Bound together, you and the body which supports you
make two. And you are more strange to the body which is Priapus in the
heavens.

I believe in the equality of all Cocks. black or white, young or old,
large or small without discrimination.

I believe in sexual energy, fundamental and omnipresent. It is created
by masturbating which captures, channels and concentrates it. It is
abundant in the Sacrament; present in urine, and lives in our cocks. B

I believe that Masturbation is the Creator. Far from sin, it is a act
of grace, a liberator. It is a sexual act rich full and complete like
sucking. I promote and practice it either alone or in communion, with
devotion.

I believe in the importance of consecrating myself to Priapus. It is
the best way to transcend my sexual drive. I believe and adhere to
this Temple and more for I participate in prayers, in services and
rituals of my religion.

I believe that masturbating with fervor and piety. It is my way of
praying and god loves to be glorified. In order to ponder and pray
better, I masturbate and cum. I often carry a phallic and spiritual
symbol.

HAIL COCK HAIL PENIS HAIL PRIAPUS

I am greased and risen, taking my pleasure with slow pelvic thrusts, mad with lust after a day of forced abstinence. Now I have the time to wallow in hedonistic, self-indulgent sexual lewdness for hours. Snort...

Having read all of your letters - a lot of writing - I must say that I found much to agree with, most of it, in fact. We certainly are cock-centered solosexualists who find the greatest quality of life and fulfillment in phallic arousal and extended mastubation. We live to be erect, one with our cock. Cock is our essence - it defines us - it is who and what we are. It fills our thoughts - it is seldom out-of-mind. We live for our next erection.
 
. The gift, the cock, the male sex organ, is the most essential part of each male, that which makes him most like God. Therefore the cock itself, fully engorged, gloriously erect, oozing sex juice, makes us part of God, and therefore is itself "god" in lower case. That is why we feel "godlike" in our sexual bliss. The erect phallus is the most powerful, sublime thing humankind possesses. It places us in a position infinitely superior to females, who cannot possibly comprehend the power and glory of being ERECT.

Men stifled by religion and societal constructions do not reach their phallic potential. You and I have broken through those barriers, have become one with our cock and therefore in closer union with that higher power who made us phallic beings and gave us the ability to attain phallic totality, bliss. "Lust" in its proper meaning is our unending drive to fulfill ourselves, mind, body, spirit in phallic wholeness. We are phallic pleasure-pigs because in being so we find the ultimate quality in life. We are of The Brotherhood. We are of those whose spirituality is Masturbation. Is it a religion? I can't say, but it certainly qualifies as a spiritual experience.

We fail only if we impose ourselves sexually on others without it being mutual. This is not of The Brotherhood. It is Lust gone wrong.

I am glorying in the pure pleasure of my god-like, thick-rimmed mushroom head, glistening, throbbing and bulging, oozing juice. My cock is big and beautiful, and makes me feel immensely powerful, soaring up between my legs as I thrust it heavenwards with pelvic gyrations. Perhaps it is wrong to be smug and proud of it as I snort with lust, indulging greedily in life's greatest pleasure, feeding my ravenous sexual appetite - but I can't help it. It's how I feel - god-like with a lower-case "g". I've got a piece of meat between my legs long enough to use both my hands to pleasure it, and I do once I'm done typing.
 
 Can you live with this? You are a Bator Brother and I do respect that greatly. It is important to me to be able to express my most essential self in words to another who fully comprehends solosexual gratification, typing while working my oozing, throbbing cock like a lustful hog as I am right now. I'm lounging back, wallowing in gross, sensual cock-lust right now,my brother, and you're the one I can tell that to. I'm a fuckin' happy, horny, ravenous, lewd, sex-crazed, lust-ridden, hedonistic, insatiable, gluttonous, cock-centered SEX-PIG. I AM COCK. And I can share that with you without fear. COCK IS LIFE.

I want to get both my hands on my rock-hard hog-meat now and snort and bellow in lust as long as I can this morning.

My essence - my cock - salutes yours.
MASTER SEX-PIG OF COCK BATE


A day without erecting my mushroom-headed sex organ inflames my sexual appetite to needing all the more the following day. I am erect again, having had 2 1/2 hours of pleasure this morning. After lunch, I felt the phallic call within me. I have two hours time available to me now, and sit here, naked, legs spread wide, snorting, seething with lust, a proud big-dicked hog working his hungry cock. I'm a Sex-Pig, Rob - a raunchy, insatiable Sex-Pig.

Just as well I'm bating like a deranged animal now: tomorrow it's likely I won't have the time for it, certainly not in the morning. Maybe I'll get it in by late afternoon. Typical Sex-Pig thinking - trying to see his way clear to the next time he can "rise up in glory" and masturbate for hours. I think days ahead, plotting out time for my most precious activity.

Lust like ours needs constant feeding, and of course can only be temporarily sated, never ultimately satisfied. Often now when I am engaged in other things that I must do, my mind is overcome with the need - my insatiable sexual appetite invades my mind, I feel lust coursing through me, I'm distracted, on the edge of arousal, desperate to be erect. I can't stop thinking about it: "I am cock, COCK, COCK - I MUST FULFILL WHAT I AM. But I must steel myself and wait until the next I can unleash my hungry meat.

Sometimes after a long morning bate I have a busy afternoon when I cannot re-erect, but am so horny that after dinner I bate until after midnight. I try to wait for the next morning, but sometimes I'm overcome with lust and give way. It's better to get to sleep, but my cock has its own ideas.

There's something luxuriously indulgent and grossly sensual about an afternoon bate; it's highly arousing and satisfying just to know that my sexual appetite is so enormous, that I am so gluttonous, so immensely lustful, that two to three hours of cock-pleasure in the morning is not enough. I need MORE. I am dizzy and crazed with lust as I type this to you, a masturbating swine, reeling with pleasure, past fucking caring about anything but the self-indulgent bliss of stroking my glorious, oozing beast of a cock - oh great pleasure-dome Mushroom Head, you drive me wild and fill me with pride! - lascivious, lewd, mad with pleasure, every fiber of me immersed in total sexual abandonment. I am a Master Sex-Pig. I AM COCK. I AM COCK. I AM COCK.


mASTER-SEX-PIG




Master Sex-Pig Bator,
brother, and fellow masturbating solosexualist of COCKLUST Pleasures...
greetings and hail to the PENIS, that which is of us, IS US.
hail our Desires that arouse the inner beast of lavicious burning LUST..
hail COCK, that manifest our Inner Beast that empowers us confidense
and pride in who we are
i am not discouraged nor disappointed. your take is well understood
and currently the same level of focus as i have... the serenity of
solitude to abandon other worldy things we subconsciencely think of
and dutifully enact upon if present during our current growth and
knowledge and understanding of our vices and devotion to self pleasure
of passionate phallic male masturbation, i will defer my proposition
to merge and share the bate in body as we do in spirit... someday i
think for either of us that day may change... the fun and excitement
of sharing a common hobby, love, and devotion to a subject of full on
self pleasuring sexpig lust driven hedonism of masturbation is still
growing.. to merge is good for a fleeting seminar of live idea
exchange in theory..but if we say did meet the good half would be
dialog of discussion of what we know that may differenciate slightly
by simply being two individuals in the universe of self phallus
admiration, and adoration of our own penises.. any action would be
dominated by a "show-and-tell" mentality, the slippery slopes of
distraction which voids of uninteruppted devotion and focus is filled
by secondary individual preferences and choice of arousal like porn -
whether gay, or hetero gangbang, felletio, fetishes etc. or the
dictonomy of a voyeurism & exhibitionism , where pornography, even if
its just only the  homoerotic beauty to behold of a fully erect
aroused penis of a masturbator - triggering an awareness and empathy
and rememberance knowing by body memory how good it feels, and thus
arousing us within to be erect as the evidence at hand the man himself
is truthful and not faking or acting but absolutely aroused whether by
the thought of being seen in porngraphy inspiring others to be aroused
as he is, thus a cycle like the watcher and the exhibitionst, a
co-dependance for excitement and arousal, where the act of
masturbation isnt to is full potential and resting upon performance
for another,

 (voyeurist: "i can see he is aroused by being observed by me, another
man..his cock pointing upward and thicker, the coloring from dizzying
blood flow to his BONER - alone and naked outside, openly must be
kinky exciting to be free, carefree not ashamed i am staring at his
beautiful PENIS, he is proud, i am shy but also i feel kinky sexy,
AROUSED he allowing me to stare, showing me how HARD his is, my COCK
IS SOO HARD, I FEEL THE MUSHROOM HEAD FLARING, RED ENGORGED with my
blood pumping fast in excitement and horniness seeing him candidly and
teasing me not minding im staring waiting for him to touch it, like i
am touching my aching ERECT VIENY AROUSED COCK, MY COCK MUST FEEL LIKE
HIS COCK LOOKS LIKE IT FEELS, HARD & ACHING TO BE TOUCHED!! I know he
feels that aroused beast becon him, calling him to touch it!! YEAH,
touch that BONER ..your DONG is evidence of AROUSAL AND HORNINESS!!
this creeping, lurking, watching is TABOO, i feel my COCK STIFFING TO
VIENY RIDGIDNESS!  - may also arouse the voyeur by power perception he
made the exibitionist aroused vehemently - same token the
exhibitionist: my candidness to care nothing of who seeing what i do
sexually openly allows this man to see what is hidden from the public
thus a psuedo-intimacy exclusive! i see him aroused by what i can do
which he is shy to do yet, and TABOO, my boldness arouses me also i
feel my cock stiffen demanding caresses of touch, and my creeper i see
is deeply aroused, his FLUSHED COLORING OF BLOOD FLOW OF VEHEMENT LUST
making him COCK ROCKHARD! he cant help but stroke it! he wants me to
stroke my penis too, oh man, his horniness seeing my stiffing penis is
making me BURN LUSTFULLY WITH A VEINY THROBBING COCK! oh man my precum
cant wait to leak!! seeing i am hard needing to masturbate, his boner
stiffing anticipating me to go ahead and touch my ROCK HARD PHALLIC
TOWER OF MANFLESH, i spread my legs and arch my hips high to the sky!
etc etc)..


secondary lust & arousal triggers are great, but they are distractions
to the pureness of solosexual solitutude - allowing either one of us
opportunities to shift what we are currently about.. diluting and
corrupting true self exploration of our individual discovery our
masturbation of our beloved Penises and acknowledged amazed epiphanies
of phallic laviciousness and hedonistic & amorous passion of Priapan
Onanian Rituals -  techniques known by men since our beginnings upon
the earth, absolute and definative, only inexperience and youth and
apprenticeship and the mystery of its potential only seen by examples
of men before us in the journey in person or by documentation and
literature, in film or in images freezing for us, still in the
beginning  of our journey see with our eyes, feel with our own COCKS,
experience with our own ever changing, ever exploring, ever fine
tuning, path and journey of self gratification thats never quenched as
long as our member genetically designed between our legs is FULLY
ERECT, RIGID & AROUSED our COCKS bring us.. it is by design, we have a
refractionary period after ejeculation, it is by design a goal or
reward or ending to a act that would never cease if it never came and
finalized by male orgasm of ejaculation! i love edging, and i love
ejaculating, i love the odd and still new feeling of "cumming"
tickles, from my penis rippling outward in waves of sexual energy of
letting loose enjoying the lust and eye rolling, snorting ..yelping,
muscle twitching, writhering groanings, swaying and rocking, hip
thrusting and gyrating while tucking my buttocks forward to thrust my
COCK OUTWARD, UPWARD, like the PHALLIC OBLISCK of the washington
monument, in hand stroking, squeezing, massaging, plucking my fingers
on the glan, my COCK HOLE, the waves of PENIS PLEASURE rippling from
my COCK to my feet, twitching them to writh and kick in tiny reflexes,
rippling upward to my abdomen ushering small breathe changes, and
utter words to say in futile meanings or messege
 as the PENIS SENSATION OF PLEASURE of MASTURBATION. ripple to my
head, my brain...my eyes roll, my mouth gaps in contorted poses,
snorting alternating with exhales of low throating grunts and deep
pitches of sounds "Ooooh AAAaaah..EERrrrrrr Aaah [snort]
WHOOOORAAAAAAAAAaaah YEEEeeAAaah UuuHhha [lashing tongue] lips purse
to kissing fish lips to woot like an Ape, goon and grimence like a
reveling crazy person chuckling in delight of a scheme...caused by the
PLEASURES OF MASTURBATING MY COCK, feeling so good, so wonderful IT
DRIVES ME INSANELY HORNY IN MADDENING COCK LUST OF A SEX PIG, my eyes
widen and bugg out to stare at my BLOATED GREASEY PURPLE ERECT
BONER..VEINS VISIBLE, HELMET FLARED FAT AS IF IT WAS CAPABLE ANY
MINUTE OPEN LIKE AN UMBRELLA, THE MEATUS GLAN RIDGES FROM THE FRENULUM
TO THE VIEW I SEE, CURVED LIKE A LIBERTY BELL OF PENIS MAGNIFICANCE!
BURNING PASSIONATELY, AND FLOODING MY MIND IN MADDENING LUST!! RAWR!!
"BATE MY PENIS! STROKING MY PENIS! PENIS PENIS! MY FUCKING HARD COCK!
LOOK AT MY DICK! - wishing it stayed this way.. while it is that way,
my COCK agrees and i feel my kegal tighten to watch it firm harder in
my grip like plastic, like it was pvc, like an acryllic bong or penis
pump cylinder!!! thought of acquiring Yombrie, or levitra or viagra,
cialis..praying for a side effect!! i will edge my PENIS! all day! i
will bate this meat missile of manhood of mine like a job! knowing i
must refrain from cumming yet.

SDIE STORY NOTE: under other circumstances, while mildly tampering
dangereously [legally or physicalogically 50/50 chance of ED] p-n-p
[party n play] with methamphetimenes orgasming in a private solitude
of 2 days.. 7-9 times each day, simply by "pharmicia" regulating a
tiny dose to get slightly high and mentally spontaneously super
fucking homocentrically horny to LOVE MY PENIS, and watch PENIS/COCK
PORN of masturbators, YOUR PDF OF GREASEY LUKE ERECTIONS..sounding my
penis, cockrings, ball stretcher rings, donuts, ballstretcher
leatherstraps, make a sandwich quickly and pour myself tea while
stroking my dong..take yombrie, or horny goat weed, to enforce my
brains strong sexpigcocklust amped by speed making it fatter with more
blood.. the sight of this BONER DONG OF A  HETEROSEXUAL MAN IN DIZZY
COCK LUST!.. SITTING BACK READING LITERATURE OF GROWN MEN REVIEW A
MORE "PERVERSE" EDITION OF PRIAPUS WORSHIP IN A PSUEDO CHURCH LIKE
RITUALS OF CATHOLICISM WHILE EVERY MAN IN THE CONGREGATION IS
ENCOURAGED TO WORSHIP COCK BY FELLETIO OF A FELLOW CONGREGATIONALIST
OR MASTURBATION ..MUTUAL OR DEEP SOLOSEXUAL PASSION.. THE STEREO
BLARES TANTRIC MANTRAS OF TIBETAN STYLED CHORUES AND SOUNDS WITH
GRUNTS AND FRAPPING SOUNDS OF BATED GREASEY PENIS, WITHA ORWELLIAN
DEEP WIZARD OF OZ THUNDERING VOICE.."PENIS!".."PENIS!" "OH PENIS!"
REPEATIVELY IN TEMPO OF PENIS-COCK-DONG OVERKILL the contradiction to
my sexual/social lifestyle of a heterosexual male and relationship
preference 51% heterosexual, vs 49% solosexualism of celibacy and
etc...IM HOMOSEXUAL IN MASTURBATION! IM HORNIER WITH FELLOW GAY,
STRAIGHT, BI-SEXUAL MASTURBATORS PRESENSE, IN MIND, OR FANTASY..SEMEN
DEPOSITES BY THE SOFA, THE FLOOR CARPET..ORGASM/EJACULATION..

OOPS!
CONTINUES TO MILK IT OUT, DOLLOP MORE ALBOLENE.. FIST FUCK MY HAND AND
PENIS SPLATTERED IN SEMEN..
thats the only bane of P-n-P masturbation, it really isnt penis
centered, it my warped amplified lust for anything COCK to see, read
about, watch, hear..when there's one in my hand! the pleasures were
indeed intense, wonderful, but the lust was also blown unreal..
mental sexual "perversion" masturbation of the mind took more or
slightly at times a little more from the even "amplified" signal of
the nervous system blasting my penis broadcast of PENIS ENERGY ROCKING
MY WORLD fueling me to engage short of fetishes of CBT [ouch!]
whatever is "kinkier" than at the moment, like who knows, other than
that vice of p-n-p bates,
back to the deal.. LOST AND DRIVEN BY MASTURBATION LUST OF SELF PENIS
LOVE, and WHAT MY OWN COCK IS GIVING ME AND MY DIZZY CRAZED ECSTACY
FROM PENIS INDUCED SEXUAL PLEASURES FLOODING ME AND DRIVE MAD TO FEEL
MORE AND MORE..will make me cum hard and fast..
 au natural, sober, and naked as man was made in nature as anything
else here.. i must control my building sexual energy, edge and stop..
letting the energy disperse from my loin and groin and throbbing
COCK..release through out my body..as the wave of near ejaculatory
orgasm is edged a hair from happening.. precum gush like linemen going
offsides lol before the ball is snapped.. (anticipating masturbation
after arousal from your letters, bateworld, COCK/PENIS PORN in like
minded solosexualist fashion, my COCK leaks precum steadily but subtle
enough i don't notice it coming out, just the sensation of horniness
coupled with pleasure of an erection and my delight in my erection
knowing i will be in gluttunized in cockbated bliss..) stopping my
stokes, i train and strive [tantra? or yoga? yoga strives against the
body to subdue it and become one, the mind leads, body follows yoga is
a fight, the pain for gain-why we train!..lol tantra is same path to
oneness/nirvana but by pleasure, and conquering while enjoying it
pleasures..otherwise masturbation is just simple and well boring
quickie draining of baby batter in the brain - my limbido! horniness!
my lust!] strive to feed my lust, i love my penis lust of
masturbating. simple. like oxygen in a wind current fans the flame but
it can snuff it out like a candle! so can my building COCK/PENIS
PLEASURE ENERGY TO ORGASM!
edging i at times wondered if i failed..think of an orgasm/ejaculation
bonuses..but minus the involuntary bodily functions of true
ejaculation! .. precum gushes like piss, it opaqueness is mixed with
seminal fliud like water semen/cum.. i press my fingers and thumb
below my glan..pressing more pressure around the frenulum inward towrd
my shaft center slow my breathing while inner chords of sensations
from my cock seconds before tensing to shot globs of cum -  blare like
an air raid air horn honk loudly the fades like a ripple weakening and
expanding away....PENIS TICKLING SENSATIONS INSIDE MY "corpus
cavernosum urethrae in the above pic, because thru its center runs the
urethra, the passage for cum" I FEEL THE LIQUID OOZE AND POOL AND
SWISH AROUND LIKE WATER IN A BARREL WITH GRAVITY DETERMINING WHERE IT
WITH TICKLE INSIDE MY UTHEREAL PATH..
I LET OUT A BIG HA!HA! LOL.. :Whew! ..omg, whew..almost, almost..once
it subsides i resume returning there, sometimes rather quickly or so
depending on the situation, environment, time schedule.. if i actually
ejaculated, i wouldnt have been able to just resume and edge up again
without going through the refractionary period of post orgasmic penis
over sensitivity!!
.THIS GOONING BLISS BATE STATE.. we act stupid and abandoned from
tact, civil manners of society and pose, YES IM SURE anyone not in the
know see us, could anytime or may KILL the same abandonment we have in
solitude, no competitive nature to "keep up" or show off or perform my
bate .. i myself desire yes a bate club, bate buddies.. etc.. mainly
MALE MASTURBATION BY SOLOSEXUALIST are highly leaned to feed the my
secondary LUST of fraturnity, and the kinky nature to mutual
masturbate, admire and bate another solosexualist bate tool as my own
has gay kinky tabooness that makes it edgey like skydiving, we're not
demanding we can do this as a group or alone.. as a
bator/solosexualist, the idea of fellowship and bate is like exciting
new taboo, of no longer isolationism of societies mockery of our
prefered sexual gratification and lifestyle, so hidden and private
(something everyone does but wont admit to engage in it, always past
tense) - no macho or butch or effeminate or flags of oddity
flamboyance to announce our sexuality, frotting only mutual/solo
masturbating homosexual gay a Man's man to me, but will top a bottom,
and let a cumbreeder take my seed sucking my cock with adoring kisses
and caresses of his mouth..i wont. i see a hot erect cock, i;d grease
it up and stroke it like its mine at best..i wont eat his cum no more
than would or would my own, i will let it blast myself others cum just
as i would let my own myself, its my male nature to fill and
penetrate, and not to suck and take in anal penetration,lol

the God thing vs god thing..i agree with you, 100% the G issue vs g
issue for me is my mark on the same journey of solosexual masturbation
awakening.. i am still in awe as if what i have with me since birth is
this BIG THING of utter amazement, glorious and still childishly
impressed.. like a new prostyled person to islam from w/e etc..born
agains etc.. my cock sudden took a new form of awesomenss, vs a
central tool to please myself and my woman of the sexual moment.. but
it also was typed that way as if i was telling someone new or curious
HOW big this was to me, my own PENIS is that awesomely great!
powerful! breaking sexual barriers i held or taught to enforce for
sake of procreation, natural selection, and well religion said so,
dick is for pussy, sex feels good so we fuck alot ..make more babies!
sexualk lust trumps the reality of the burden and responsibilty of
raising children to be people and thus mainataining mankind. i done
that, have 3 almost grown sons.
now my COCK is my self gratification tool to pleasure.. not microwave,
fast, "i want it NOW" empty fleeting thing like a cigarettes.. urge
for nicotine..smoke, satisified..next task!
but indulging, cultivsting harnessing, efficiently maximizing
masturbation IS WAY MORE ENJOYABLE AND MUCH MORE DEEPER THAN SILENCING
AN URGE THAT INFLUENCES ACTIONS AND OR DECISIONS ONCE IT MJANIFEST.
the story and curse of priapus was his never ending erection..cursed
by the other gods for i forget reason but tresspaases in hastely and
unethically tried to satisfy his sexual urge to relieve himself..he is
phallus, the NEVER QUENCHED SEXUAL LUSTFUL URGE FOR RELEASE OF
ORGASM/EJACULATION.. the priapan masturbatory worship ritual
"spirituality" belief lore is when we awake with spontaneous morning
wood, the pangod priapus touched us to manifest himself in us in our
COCK, as we edge, prolong the pleasures of masturbation we emulate his
curse..[he fucks everything in myth lore the priapea - the greek
poem/plays and customs of his festival re-enactments, drunk in bliss
of sexual pleasure, curse to never finish, and ejaculate, hermes or
apollo or was his father/uncle Pan taught Priapus to masturbate to
help satisfy the maddening curse of blue balls of sexual frustration
in erection perpetualness] .. when we masturbate our morning wood, our
spontaneous erection triggered not by porn or external carnal
sightings of women etc.. or fantasies of them.. we become priapus ..he
becomes us and we help him relieve tension he cannot, he urges
prolonged sessions as we do our bates luke, to release eternia of
sexual aroused erect penis produced lust to go nuts in the act and
process.. more we bate a session the more he manifest, and more and
more we act differently while possessed by COCK ERECTUS ETERNAL -
priapus! as sexpigs in consuming masturbation lust ..gooning,
snorting, babbling.. face contortions.., we BECOME COCK, WE BECOME
PRIAPUS, ..when we finally let go, he vicariously experiences our
though us.. the greater the bate and release, the more blessings of
happiness, and contentment of satisfactory and spiritual serenity,
gulitless, and ready to take the world.. do a quickie, he'll be
disappinted, may curse you with the shame and emptiness of meaningless
faded forgotten pleasure of a quickie ejaculation.. which
legend/myth/lore priapus would hex you with ED just when you need it
most..lol ..DO A PRIAPAN ONANIAN EDGE BATE.. well you know the
answer..

I am also bating as i typed this i have my fleshlight sucked around my
cock sitting edged upon my chair to let it hang down ..typing
occasionally reaching and pumping it on a my little god training to
balance my secondary lust of typing letters to my brother ..YOU
and visually in my mind being possessed by priapus to masturbate, with
intense ideas and wish to be erect all day, all the time.. as you
often said.. we both say it  while
greased and risen, taking my pleasure with slow pelvic thrusts, mad
 with lust after a day of forced bate denial Now wallowing in
hedonistic, self-indulgent sexual lewdness the last 3 hours
We certainly are cock-centered
solosexualists who find the greatest quality of life and fulfillment in
phallic arousal and extended mastubation. We live to be erect, one with our
cock . Cock is our essence - it defines us - it is who and what we
are. It fills our thoughts - it is seldom out-of-mind. We live for our
next erection in priapus!


bate that COCK of yours..
consume yourself in PLEASURES OF PENIS MASTURBATION.


I AM, & SOAKED MY LOINS, MY GREASEY COCK
IN 2 EJACULATIONS! ;)
LORD PRIAPUS BLESSED ME WITH A ERECTION
when i should have crystal-dick, from P-n-P and no ED pills to cheat!
MY COCK makes me horny, our letters, your letters, our cummunion
is my viagra..we are cockman, true and through, proud masturbators
HAIL COCK, HAIL PRIAPUS .. Viva la Onania!
Onan, priapan priest in self training.
brother bator..peace till tomorrow

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A day without erecting my mushroom-headed sex organ inflames my sexual appetite to needing all the more the following day. I am erect again, having had 2 1/2 hours of pleasure this morning. After lunch, I felt the phallic call within me.[Priapus: luke..erect me, release from your trousers and i will rise.] I have two hours time available to me now, and sit here, naked, legs spread wide, snorting, seething with lust, a proud big-dicked hog working his hungry cock. I'm a Sex-Pig, Onan - a raunchy, insatiable Sex-Pig. [Priapus: Luke we are one, partake, savor the pleasures past down from the pantheon to the shepards, to generation, to chosen generation, feel what was a gift given to mei given to men..shepards, everyday men of yesteryears, not the elite minded, they are blinded-they cannot see! they will not understand, they will mock what you were given, chosen by the gods, pleasures given to me, i cannot release, but through you i will show you what true release is for the chosen..]

COCK god Priapus understands your frustration, your frustration is his frustration

Just as well I'm bating like a deranged animal now: tomorrow it's likely I won't have the time for it, certainly not in the morning. Maybe I'll get it in by late afternoon. Typical Sex-Pig thinking - trying to see his way clear to the next time he can "rise up in glory" and masturbate for hours. I think days ahead, plotting out time for my most precious activity.

lol Priapus like Pan, is a satyr.. carnal and hedonistic, lovers of wine and music!
our masturbation empowers him.. we are chosen
Lust like ours needs constant feeding, and of course can only be temporarily sated, never ultimately satisfied. Often now when I am engaged in other things that I must do, my mind is overcome with the need - my insatiable sexual appetite invades my mind, I feel lust coursing through me, I'm distracted, on the edge of arousal, desperate to be erect. I can't stop thinking about it: "I am cock, COCK, COCK - I MUST FULFILL WHAT I AM. But I must steel myself and wait until the next I can unleash my hungry meat.

Sometimes after a long morning bate I have a busy afternoon when I cannot re-erect, but am so horny that after dinner I bate until after midnight. I try to wait for the next morning, but sometimes I'm overcome with lust and give way. It's better to get to sleep, but my cock has its own ideas. Priapus calls upon his chosen ones US

There's something luxuriously indulgent and grossly sensual about an afternoon bate; it's highly arousing and satisfying just to know that my sexual appetite is so enormous, that I am so gluttonous, so immensely lustful, that two to three hours of cock-pleasure in the morning is not enough. I need MORE. I am dizzy and crazed with lust as I type this to you, a masturbating swine, reeling with pleasure, past fucking caring about anything but the self-indulgent bliss of stroking my glorious, oozing beast of a cock - oh great pleasure-dome Mushroom Head, you drive me wild and fill me with pride! - lascivious, lewd, mad with pleasure, every fiber of me immersed in total sexual abandonment. I am a Master Sex-Pig. I AM COCK. I AM COCK. I AM COCK.

MSP, WE ARE BLESSED TO KNOW WHAT WE HAVE, SUPERSTITION OR NOTLuke, a Lord of Lust in The Brotherhood,
Rob, fellow Brother of the Brotherhood, Lust in Ejaculation, Lustful for Masturbation

WE ARE COCK, COCK COCK! WE ARE SEXUAL PIGS OF PENIS PLEASURES OF MASTURBATION
WE ARE PENIS PENIS PENIS! WE ARE NEVER FINISHED WE ARE NEVER SATISIFIED WE BLISS OF PHALLUS
WE ARE CHOSEN WE ARE PRIAPUS INCARNATE WE ARE COCK WE ARE PENIS WE MUST FULFILL WHAT WE ARE
WE ARE LEWD WE IMMERSED IN COCK-PLEASING SELF INDULGENT SEXDPIG BLISS, WILD AND ABANDONED GLUTTONOUS
LAVICIOUS, AROUSED MAD WITH PRIAPAN PLEASURES OF PHALLUS HEDONISM SONS OF DIONYSUS AND PAN
MASTURBATION IS OUR BEING, PENIS IS WHO WE ARE, EJACULATION IS OUR REWARD AND ANOINTING

Why I Masturbate, & why my Cock and myself Become One

It's not a choice. Hanging or erect, 

my Penis commands my attention and devotion. 

I adore Penis and I masturbate as a form of worship.

Gooned-out and poppered-up edging

is an amazing experience, unmatched by sex.

bate bro Luke. my fuel and inspiration to bate my dong.

luke writes:

Saturday afternoon - naked and erect - feeding my impossible sexual appetite. My majestic mushroom head is fully engorged and glorying in its size and shape as I endlessly work the thick, bulging flared rim where it meets the shaft, wallowing in pig pleasure. On and on. It's never enough.

I love to send pics while the sex juice flows. It feeds my inner exhibitionist. Here are some more I've dug out. Some of these are years old - I've enjoyed photographing my horny hog during bates for many years. #487 was taken shortly after orgasm. They explain without words why I lust to remain erect as many hours a day as I can.

It's going to be around four hours today.  I'm having a deliciously indulgent afternoon, enjoying to the full total abandoment to sexual gluttony, raging with lust, oozing sex-juice, a happy, crazed pid working his ravenous, big, throbbing cock and lots and lots of time to go animal-mad in sexual bliss. My kind of day.

 

 look at this gooned meat missile!

fucking lube your dick and worship your dong rignt now! cum with him, cum with me!